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Evie
Evie
Because roleplay is the main reason of my fucked up sleeping rhythm or body clock or whatever. I liked staying up before I started roleplaying, but now..

Dude, I used to stay up every second night, last year, for several months. As in, I only slept every second night for several months in a row. Pretty sure I've slightly ruined my health permanently because of it.
Evie
Evie
I'd say my memory might've been better before I had started doing that, last year.. but honestly.. I can't remember if it was. (Get the irony?)
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lol.
roleplay ruins lives.
Evie
Evie
But a few fictional lives have come into existance because of roleplay.

As in characters.

I know, it sounds really lame, doesn't it? It's because it is. What have become of humanity? Sometimes it's like I care more about my characters' lives than my own. *shakes head*
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you need memes in your life
MaXenzie
MaXenzie
Casual Sex has always worked for me.
Evie
Evie
Sex? What are you.. a normie?
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he fucks robots and dogs though
MaXenzie
MaXenzie
I say I do. But it's only for the memes.
Peter Green
Peter Green
He ERPs on steampunkRP
MaXenzie
MaXenzie
"The controll device... Y-You'll be able to retract it but... When it's out, we dont know how it will act." Sven Armfelt says.
"It can grow twice in size." Sven Armfelt says.
Sven Armfelt says "It can shrink."
"How can a control device be 1%?" asks Capella
Peter Green
Peter Green
My sleep "schedule" is pretty fucked up though, for example now I had to wake up 4am for work all week long yet I still went to bed around 12am getting only 4 hours of sleep. I always promised myself to go to sleep early but I just couldn't do it even though I desperately needed sleep. Almost sleep deprived at this point we could say
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stop contacting me
Peter Green
Peter Green
It definitely has affected me in one way or another. For example when I need to count something real quick my brain just turns off and I fuck up. I seem to forget things more easily as well. I can't make quick decisions and shit like that. Kinda sucks
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stop telling me about your problems
Peter Green
Peter Green
I need to vent somewhere my mans
MaXenzie
MaXenzie
Vent.

Steam.

Robot.
Peter Green
Peter Green
*powergames and turns off erp robot* /block MaXenzie
Evie
Evie
@Peter Green That reminds me a lot about my own situation. I always do that, I decide when I'm supposed to go to bed, but I never manage to do so. I always had bad short-term memory, but I'm pretty sure it's worse now. I have ADHD so I already have bad concentration, but I'm pretty sure my sleep deprivation is making my ability to focus EVEN WORSE.
Evie
Evie
Good luck to us and the future of our lives and good luck to the people who has to put up with us. Sleep deprivation is a cruel mistress, indeed. But staying up is just the best drug.