when first cuddled for the first time with a gal, i coulda shit and cum at the same time out of how nervous i was, but eventually i got comfortable and it was better than anything ever experienced
you're a cool guy!okay now properly on topic
im 18 years old and i have never actually been in love
never been in a relationship
have always been passively searching for one
im oof'd
i love you platonically as a friend <3okay now properly on topic
im 18 years old and i have never actually been in love
never been in a relationship
have always been passively searching for one
im oof'd
full of dudes
sameAnd I sleep with a bunch of plush sharks so I feel less lonely at night
thats fuckin hilarious lmao
also its like 3am for you GO TO SLEEP AKULA
can't search for love from my experienceokay now properly on topic
im 18 years old and i have never actually been in love
never been in a relationship
have always been passively searching for one
im oof'd
it's not something to search for all the time though. If you fall into that hole it affects someone dramatically. Be your lovely, long haired welsh jesus self and take chances as they come, but don't think about it like being oof'd Max. You're not even past the middle digits of your 20's mate! The world will have plenty of opportunities for a creative soul like you i'm dead certain.okay now properly on topic
im 18 years old and i have never actually been in love
never been in a relationship
have always been passively searching for one
im oof'd
not being an attention whore mate, trust me i feel the same as you. Sometimes you just wanna know you matter and that you're loved and people care about you. Just want to know that all the friends you love for and care about feel the same way, and that you're not just throwing care and good feelings at people who'll never throw them back at you. It may not be a 'relationship' but it is serious, because honestly the closest i've ever felt with someone was just having them hug me, hold me and talk to me very softly. Wasn't someone i was in a relationship too, just a very close friend that brought me to tears doing that.I love being loved. Who doesn't love being loved?
In all seriousness, I can probably shamefully call myself an attention whore right here and now because honestly, I love when people show their signs of affection to me, let that be through hugging, real life or roleplay. Sounds cringe, I know, but we all like different things, it seems. I love all my friends that I met online and I hope they return that favor. They know who they are, if they read this message!
Though when it comes to serious love, back in the day I thought I will never be able to even succeed at at least trying one, but when I somehow miraculously tried it, I was the one that ended it after just 1 month. It was a long time ago when that happened and it really stressed me. I felt like I just added one more thing to my list of troubles and made my life slightly miserable. If I ever try real love again, it means that the person I'm trying it with I feel comfortable around and they aren't a nuisance, and will leave me alone whenever I need some alone time instead of them breathing down my neck.
Exactly this. Truth to be told, I really hate if someone hates me behind my back. Let that be any person that I angered in the past and they dislike me because of an old attitude that I had in the past. So this feeling is pretty much always creeping down on my back until the day I die, because there are always people that dislike you for something, even if you didn't even interact with them, and that's sadly true.Sometimes you just wanna know you matter and that you're loved and people care about you.
I'm going to say this right now for anyone to see. If anyone decides to come up to me right now on the internet and act cute and sweet and just generally really lovely, I'd gladly return the favor twice as much and get to know the person. Those are the people that I like to be around and that keep me sane. Some people that read this might know what I'm talking about because this relates a lot to the people I've met recently. A big love to them (and anyone else, of course!)because honestly the closest i've ever felt with someone was just having them hug me, hold me and talk to me very softly. Wasn't someone i was in a relationship too, just a very close friend that brought me to tears doing that.
I wanna be blessed by more cute people online, let that be a boy or a girl, I don't even mind, but showing affection via small-talk and roleplay online is really an amazing thing. That's one of the things that keeps me online most of the times.It can be a blessing c:
hey uhh Mods how to a neb a post twice, because this is perfectExactly this. Truth to be told, I really hate if someone hates me behind my back. Let that be any person that I angered in the past and they dislike me because of an old attitude that I had in the past. So this feeling is pretty much always creeping down on my back until the day I die, because there are always people that dislike you for something, even if you didn't even interact with them, and that's sadly true.
I'm going to say this right now for anyone to see. If anyone decides to come up to me right now on the internet and act cute and sweet and just generally really lovely, I'd gladly return the favor twice as much and get to know the person. Those are the people that I like to be around and that keep me sane. Some people that read this might know what I'm talking about because this relates a lot to the people I've met recently. A big love to them (and anyone else, of course!)
I wanna be blessed by more cute people online, let that be a boy or a girl, I don't even mind, but showing affection via small-talk and roleplay online is really an amazing thing. That's one of the things that keeps me online most of the times.