Yo gamers, I’m usually keep my lovie dovie feels close to my chest but might aswell because a friend told me it might make me feel less shit about the shit
Okie, so I met this girl in college who had a swarm of thirsty teens around her and I saw her when I was going to get some lunch and felt bad, so I basically sat down next to been and gave her a sign to move up so she wasn’t pressed up against some duder, it didn’t have any armrests so I basically told her to yeet this weirdo off the bench.
We talked about normal stuff, her class and what she’s studying, blah blah- and you would think I would get her phone number b4 going,but when I checked my phone I realised I completely skipped lunch and had to bail to class.
After I finished I started to go home and she bumped into saying hi and all that, then exchanged phone numbers- we talked over phone and hit it off, we liked the same shit and had loads of laughs, honestly she was funny as fuck- and beautiful- insanely beautiful.
She was dating this dirt bag tho who was a smackhead and treated her poorly, I didn’t want to like tell her to do just told her to do what made her happy.
Fast forward a year and they broke up- she self harmed in the past and I had a gut feeling that I should go down and make sure she was good. So we talked for a bit but mostly we laid on her bed staring at eachother, I think we just wanted company, I felt crap because she felt crap- we almost kissed that day but I whimped out. I didn’t want to use her state to start a relationship.
And we never had a moment like that again, we did have a few glances and all that but I never acted on it- eventually she found a guy and he treated her like I wanted to, is great for her. Now it’s been a couple of years and they have a kid and are married.
I felt like shit, but I’m not going to tell her, she’s happy and that’s enough for me.
I fully intent to be there as her best friend until I bite the dust.
ANYWAYYYYYS, yeah it’s a shitty situation but life is what you make of it, I enjoy every second I spend with her and the guy is a lovely dude.
PS: I love the community a whole fucking bunch