done with my shitpost spree now. did it help much? not really, but i got bored and it did help me realise that i have to write this thread.
this is the end of the line for ol trippydoge. it's been a long one. joined in april 2016 and played lemonpunch far before that. biggest mistake of my life is taking an interest in roleplay - because it's been over eight years and what do I have to show for it? Not much.
So as all people do - I suppose - they grow older and smarter. They learn from their mistakes and they move on, trying to make something better out of it. Not me. I just seem to relapse back into my old mannerisms or whatever the heck. Not something i'm proud of, and yet it is something i've been doing for years. can i help it? probably. shouldn't i just have taken my eyes off of the screen? i don't know, probably - again. all i know is that i've let my emotions run free - and most of the time it's been at the expense of other people. people who i have grown to like over the days, only to lose them to one of those outrageous outbursts.
i'm not good at making these type of things, because regardless of my many transgressions i don't think i've truly put my heart and soul into taking a step back and saying goodbye to everyone of you: the good, the bad and the toxic. don't think anyone expects that of me and those who do can just find a way to add me so I won't be going on for much longer.
Thing is, I'm permabanned again (not yet, though. get that fixed) and I'm removing myself from the community. Perhaps return in a year or so with a clear mind. I've done so before and it went rather swell - though i admit it didn't help when you guys called me twippy instead of by my new chosen name. would've been nice to have your back there, fella's ;((((((((((((((((
don't care though. now that this 'schizo-post', as a talented event-maker would call it, has come to an end, it is time for me to exit with a banger. I could write to you like a normal person, but in no shape or form do i want to be sounding like the smart one, here. i haven't been smart at all - but taking a step back from this community, from roleplay altogether, is very fucking smart.
see you in a year maybe x
and don't forget to fucking ban me you idiots i dont want to ask again you bafianen
this is the end of the line for ol trippydoge. it's been a long one. joined in april 2016 and played lemonpunch far before that. biggest mistake of my life is taking an interest in roleplay - because it's been over eight years and what do I have to show for it? Not much.
So as all people do - I suppose - they grow older and smarter. They learn from their mistakes and they move on, trying to make something better out of it. Not me. I just seem to relapse back into my old mannerisms or whatever the heck. Not something i'm proud of, and yet it is something i've been doing for years. can i help it? probably. shouldn't i just have taken my eyes off of the screen? i don't know, probably - again. all i know is that i've let my emotions run free - and most of the time it's been at the expense of other people. people who i have grown to like over the days, only to lose them to one of those outrageous outbursts.
i'm not good at making these type of things, because regardless of my many transgressions i don't think i've truly put my heart and soul into taking a step back and saying goodbye to everyone of you: the good, the bad and the toxic. don't think anyone expects that of me and those who do can just find a way to add me so I won't be going on for much longer.
Thing is, I'm permabanned again (not yet, though. get that fixed) and I'm removing myself from the community. Perhaps return in a year or so with a clear mind. I've done so before and it went rather swell - though i admit it didn't help when you guys called me twippy instead of by my new chosen name. would've been nice to have your back there, fella's ;((((((((((((((((
don't care though. now that this 'schizo-post', as a talented event-maker would call it, has come to an end, it is time for me to exit with a banger. I could write to you like a normal person, but in no shape or form do i want to be sounding like the smart one, here. i haven't been smart at all - but taking a step back from this community, from roleplay altogether, is very fucking smart.
see you in a year maybe x
and don't forget to fucking ban me you idiots i dont want to ask again you bafianen
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