DormNes
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Your Steam Name: Theres a Smiper (Dormniess)
Your Steam ID: DormNes / 76561198359325598
Character Name: Eddie Jay Westgrin
Member of staff who banned your character: @Simman102
Character/Player who carried out the PK (If known): @constantdisplay /William Foster, @Coldflame /Lucian Davies
Describe how your character died:
Ed went to the bar to show his support and just grab a beer. Lucian had Sergeant Gallagher talk with Ed about the torn-down ads. Those ads were old, blah, blah, blah. And I didn't tear anything down post-meeting. I complied with what they asked me to do. After Gallagher leaves, Lucian asks Ed if he wants to talk fully in the back. Ed decides, Yeah, we did this before; what could go wrong? Maybe this time it'll be a bit more of an honest talk. They talk a little. Will comes into the back, and Lucian pulls out a machete and tells Ed to get down on his knees and put his hands behind his back. Ed was confused but complied immediately. Lucian asks him if he was talking to a cop and what he told him. Ed complied again because why would he lie if he had a machete to his neck? Then, after telling Lucian, I expected more questions, but instead, Lucian just decided to kill Ed. Ed realized that and dropped to avoid the death blow. Then he catches one on the arm; he's getting hit in the head. But then Ed managed to kick into fight or flight. He chooses to fight. He crawled to Will's leg to try and bite him. Will doesn't react; he just shrugged the bite off like it was absolutely nothing. Even if the bite didn't penetrate his pants, the bite would still would have been something. Then Lucian went in for another swing at Ed's neck. Ed feels the vibrations because he's bald, and that is a real thing that bald people can feel in the air. So he ducks down to let Will take the blow. But I guess that swing JUST didn't happen or something, and then the admin went something like, Oh, this is getting silly, stop stalling. Instead of legitimately trying to RP my character's death. Then Ed just dies like a dog.
I don't know, it just feels weird to me because, first, I'm not given any information on what is about to occur, a chance to get out, or a hint about Lucian's intentions (unless he's a damn fine poker player). I would like to still have the ability to make MY own chance by noticing things in the environment by being TOLD through ROLEPLAY. It was, in all honesty, a shameless railroaded death. The lack of developed /mes and /its ruined the experience. Then, secondly, I comply with everything they ask of me, instead of getting some leeway or some more RP out of it. I'm immediately killed. And told to stop stalling OOC. God forbid, I want to RP my character's last moments. I mean, I'm not asking for this situation to get completely VOIDED or anything, that would be stupid. But I would like to be NOT dead in the FIRST week of the new iteration because of being a rat (I was never notified that there were PK risks with it; common sense applies, but I wasn't WILLINGLY brought into it; I was forced into it, not even on a terminal charge, just randomly through finding a hole in the Combine's impenetrable walls and catching the eye of a cop who thought I could be of some use, and I felt like after ALF tried to get me beat or killed, I took the deal). I could settle for brain damage or a grievous injury(ies), and it'd have the same effect. Ed would be out of the picture for a considerable amount of time. Hell, he might even be unaware of the events, given how finicky brain damage is. I could list a variety of options that I am entirely willing to rp it, I've gone 3 weeks just being stuck in bed, unable to do anything, I can do it AGAIN.
Why do you believe your PK is invalid?:
I complied with everything they wanted, and I feel like it's unfair to me for that to be ignored, and even then, anytime I tried to harm them, it was borderline ignored. I got screamed at for 'stalling' I was under the impression that I was supposed to role-play and act out my character, as you could imagine a person who is obese could probably take a lot more punishment to the body than the average male. I don't believe my attackers would have had such precision to hit exclusively headshots on Ed, In all honesty, William was obviously rattled, and Ed was prone against him. The angle he'd have on Ed would likely be exclusively torso hits; he had a baseball bat, which requires a large range of motion. Lucian was to Ed's side; hitting the head of a large man consistently while he's rolling around on the floor isn't easy; that's just me explaining the certain elements that were fudged. I mean, the whole engagement was only a couple minutes long, at the most, and the entire thing summed up to a nothing burger. Just a rushed, unsatisfactory death. It just felt like I died to die. Rather than for the sake of legitimate RP for everyone. I PERSONALLY (not dictating others's RP) make it a sort of rule to not kill people without their consent or a damn fine reason because otherwise, it ruins the fun for everyone. Forcing it down someone's throat is boring and almost always makes the receiving party upset. Also, just a small tidbit Will ALMOST COMPLETELY IGNORED Ed biting his leg down, which would most definitely be something important if an officer spotted it. (Most people don't have bite marks on their legs.) If you really want to get into the nitty gritty, a good mortician (a corpse inspector) could spot the blood and skin on Ed's teeth and use that to figure SOMETHING out. At least an injury of some kind would have been nice. Another small rant Ed tried to duck under the horizontal swing from Lucian; from the angle Lucian would have been swinging, it's entirely possible for the blade to glance off Ed's head. EVEN after making contact with Ed's skull and potentially going into Will, without a shadow of a doubt in my mind, that fight was powergamed, despite using a P2L playstyle as opposed to rolling. That fight was an uphill battle for Ed. I don't want him to win and walk out unscathed, something more satisfying than a one-sided murder would be nice. If you want examples of powergaming, try when he first drops down to the ground to avoid the machete hit, they don't roleplay missing their shot and maybe hitting something around them or need to recooperate from that, I mean just "Lucian Davies swings the blade back quickly, square at Ed's neck. Ed ducked down immediately. Like down to his belly. [Middle aged man, younger than he look...] goes in with the bat, aiming straight for his face. Ed tore some back sowning. Lucian Davies is quick to hack down at the now-prone Ed. Ed TRIED to roll and got slash to the left arm. And the hit to the back of a head. Lucian Davies is quick to pull back, swinging down again- and again. Ed felt his arm almost seperating. He screamed out. [Middle aged man, younger than he look...] grits his teeth, hitting him on the head. Trying to end this quickly." There was no down-time, just immediate back to the slashing and hitting. Couldn't pause the slashing to have like Lucian noticed Ed dropped down to the ground as he went to slash and ended up hitting the table? Or Will went to hit his head and over struck so he ended up hitting and the wall and then looked down to strike his back or the back of his head? It happens a few times in the fight. There's no recoil, there's not taking a breath or getting weary from hitting wildly and trying to get this guy to go down. That doesn't work for you? How about "swings the [blade] back quickly, square at Ed's neck." Oh, nice. The guy must be a baseball player or something to line up a hit that square. I mean, a guy flopping around, biting another guy's leg, is going to get hit dead on the neck by this guy. Slight deter from the power game discussion, but I can say with almost all certainty that there was no injuryRP after the death for that bite wound. The "reaction" I got from that bite? "grimaced." That's it. If I was hit with the bat and did a /me saying "Ed grimaced at the hit" nothing else, I'd be yelled at again. Back to power gaming: "grits his teeth, hitting him on the head" a lot of certainty for a P2L situation, which I assumed it was given nobody asked which to do. I'm just going to quote Sil's Băgăreţ PK appeal here "The injuries and long-lasting effects, that stuff's cool, but ending my RP and taking me out of the picture (especially after things really just started to get going for me) isn't really fun for anyone other than the few who really violently wanted me dead dead." to sum it up.
Date of occurrence: 4/5/2024
Evidence (screenshots, logs):
I'm just gonna paste the portion of the log from just about the start of it to the last part. You guys can cross check if you like but it's all the same.
(20:26:38) Lucian Davies says "Yeah. Stack of tokens to forget this shit."
(20:26:41) Eddie Jay Westgrin says "Lucy, I promised that I wouldn't no more shit."
(20:26:42) *** [Standing at a solid 5'10, the man bef...] was shoved against the wall like a fucking ragdoll
(20:26:45) *** Lucian Davies sighs.
(20:26:49) Eddie Jay Westgrin says "I don't need to be paid."
(20:26:58) *** Ed took a sip from his beer.
(20:26:58) ***** [A large monstrosity of flesh, it appe...] runs past the SLAM wielding maniac, for a collision course with the soldier!
(20:27:01) Lucian Davies says "Can we just talk this out one more time? Out back? I'll tell you the full truth this time."
(20:27:10) Eddie Jay Westgrin says "Will stays out this time."
(20:27:14) *** [A Greek woman of average stature with...] is out cold. She does not respond.
(20:27:16) *** Ed got off the chair.
(20:27:16) Lucian Davies says "Sure."
(20:27:30) Eddie Jay Westgrin says "You first."
(20:27:34) Lucian Davies says "Watch the front, Will."
(20:27:48) *** Ed leaned on the kitchen table like last time.
(20:27:54) Lucian Davies says "So. Let's just run this whole thing through from the start?"
(20:27:59) Eddie Jay Westgrin says "Sure."
(20:28:04) Lucian Davies says "When's the first time you had issues?"
(20:28:04) *** Ed took another drink from his beer.
(20:28:13) Eddie Jay Westgrin says "It was during a workshift."
(20:28:16) The Red Crusader has connected to the server.
(20:28:16) *** Lucian Davies nods
(20:28:21) The creature slams into the soldier, it receives a proper peppering but isn't down just yet. The soldier is sent down hard on his ass, with the knife wielding man barely managing to get a slash on it.
(20:28:30) It continues down the road, heading towards the apartment block.
(20:28:34) *** [Middle aged man, younger than he look...] looks at the main doors with a worried expression.
(20:28:45) Eddie Jay Westgrin says "Me, Zoey, and Foster were helping clear out the hospital of rubble after those two big zombies got blown up in the front."
(20:29:15) Eddie Jay Westgrin says "And uh."
(20:29:17) Lucian Davies says "Uh-huh."
(20:29:19) Eddie Jay Westgrin says "As we worked."
(20:29:28) Eddie Jay Westgrin says "Zoey started calling me 'Special Ed'."
(20:29:31) Lucian Davies says "Rude."
(20:29:58) Eddie Jay Westgrin says "Cause trying to lift a fucking ton peice of a rubble by myself was too much and I wanted to lift it with someone else using the shovels for the leverage."
(20:30:09) *** Lucian Davies nods
(20:30:11) Eddie Jay Westgrin says "She didn't want to, bla bla bla."
(20:30:18) Eddie Jay Westgrin says "Foster ends up picking it up by himself somehow."
(20:30:31) Eddie Jay Westgrin says "After complaining the first time trying to pick it up."
(20:30:36) Eddie Jay Westgrin says "Like..."
(20:30:39) Eddie Jay Westgrin says "OOO my back."
(20:30:40) Eddie Jay Westgrin says "Ooo my hips."
(20:30:44) Eddie Jay Westgrin says "Oh god I'm old."
(20:30:50) Eddie Jay Westgrin says "Heh."
(20:30:52) Eddie Jay Westgrin says "Ehh..."
(20:31:10) Eddie Jay Westgrin says "Then those masks showed up and wanted to search us over for any stolen tools."
(20:31:25) Lucian Davies says "This when you ratted on Zoey?"
(20:31:32) Eddie Jay Westgrin says "Ratted on Zoey?"
(20:31:37) Lucian Davies says "As she tells it."
(20:31:42) Eddie Jay Westgrin says "And Foster I assume."
(20:31:45) Eddie Jay Westgrin says "Well, Zoey..."
(20:31:51) Eddie Jay Westgrin says "Ratted on Jin first."
(20:31:58) i will eat a rock has disconnected from the server.
(20:32:02) Eddie Jay Westgrin says "They had some deal, I was there but I didn't really pay attention."
(20:32:11) Eddie Jay Westgrin says "She went-"
(20:32:20) *** Lucian Davies steps forwards, quickly putting a hand over Ed's mouth.
(20:32:22) *** There's shuffling, as the man walks through the doorway, bat in hand.
(20:32:25) Lucian Davies says "Noise and you're finished."
(20:32:36) *** Ed felt thehand go over his hand.
(20:32:39) *** [Middle aged man, younger than he look...] quickly shuts the door.
(20:32:40) *** Ed took a few deep breaths.
(20:32:46) Lucian Davies says "Nod if you're going to be quiet."
(20:32:50) *** Ed nodded.
(20:33:02) *** Lucian Davies stepped away cautiously, reaching into his bag and grabbing the handle of a long blade.
(20:33:15) *** Ed looked down at the blade.
(20:33:20) Lucian Davies says "You're in trouble."
(20:33:30) Lucian Davies says "We tried to resolve this nicely. Now it's not so nicely."
(20:33:30) ramen has disconnected from the server.
(20:33:37) *** [Middle aged man, younger than he look...] keeps an eye on the man, bat in hand. Jittery.
(20:33:41) UkuP has disconnected from the server.
(20:33:41) Eddie Jay Westgrin says "Wh- what are you gonna do to me?"
(20:34:04) Lucian Davies says "You've been ratting on us, haven't you? How can we trust you won't just run straight to the cops after getting a warning?"
(20:34:20) Lucian Davies says "Knees. Hand behind your back. Plea your case."
(20:34:25) Eddie Jay Westgrin says "Oh we're talking about talking to the cops now."
(20:34:31) Eddie Jay Westgrin says "Heheh."
(20:34:33) Lucian Davies says "I'm asking the questions here."
(20:34:36) [Middle aged man, younger than he look...] says "We've tried talking, everything. And you're still tearing down shit, trying to cause problems."
(20:34:44) Lucian Davies says "This is your last chance to get away alive."
(20:34:55) *** Lucian Davies steps forward, setting the tip of the machete against Ed's neck.
(20:34:58) [Middle aged man, younger than he look...] says "You give us a *sure-fire* fucking guarantee."
(20:35:10) *** Ed got down on his knees and his hands behind his back.
(20:35:18) Eddie Jay Westgrin says "Alright..."
(20:35:22) Eddie Jay Westgrin says "You got me where you want me."
(20:35:22) Lucian Davies says "You better swear on whatever god you have."
(20:35:29) Eddie Jay Westgrin says "What's your questions?"
(20:35:34) Lucian Davies says "Why did you rat on us?"
(20:35:45) *** [Middle aged man, younger than he look...] looks down, then looks away momentarily.
(20:35:48) ramen has connected to the server.
(20:35:53) Eddie Jay Westgrin says "Zoey... named me first."
(20:36:00) *** Lucian Davies sighs, listening to the same story again.
(20:36:02) Eddie Jay Westgrin says "I may have looked at her."
(20:36:04) Eddie Jay Westgrin says "BUT."
(20:36:04) [Middle aged man, younger than he look...] says "*Enough* about Zoey."
(20:36:08) Eddie Jay Westgrin says "I-"
(20:36:12) [Middle aged man, younger than he look...] says "What else have you told the cops? Own up."
(20:36:15) *** Ed took a deep breath.
(20:36:21) [Middle aged man, younger than he look...] says "We know you've been chatting shit."
(20:36:27) Lucian Davies says "Tell us what you told them."
(20:36:38) Eddie Jay Westgrin says "Uh... that you're ALF."
(20:36:46) Eddie Jay Westgrin says "That this bar is where you hold these meetings."
(20:36:48) Eddie Jay Westgrin says "That uh."
(20:36:57) Eddie Jay Westgrin says "You threatened me at the end of that meeting."
(20:37:02) *** Lucian Davies takes the blade back with a sigh, turning slightly to will and speaking softly.
(20:37:10) Lucian Davies says "Sorry, Will. There's no way this guy walks."
(20:37:16) *** Ed took a deep breath.
(20:37:18) *** Lucian Davies swings the blad back quickly, square at Ed's neck.
(20:37:26) *** Ed ducked down immediately.
(20:37:38) *** Like down to his belly.
(20:37:39) *** [Middle aged man, younger than he look...] goes in with the bat, aiming straight for his face.
(20:37:46) *** Ed tore some back sowning.
(20:37:54) *** Lucian Davies is quick to hack down at the now-prone Ed.
(20:37:54) *** Ed rolled to his right to avoid the hit.
(20:38:03) [LOOC] Eddie Jay Westgrin: alright maybe that not
(20:38:25) *** Ed TRIED to roll and got slash to the left arm. And the hit to the back of a head.
(20:38:38) *** Lucian Davies is quick to pull back, swinging down again- and again.
(20:38:52) *** Ed felt his arm almost seperating. He screamed out.
(20:39:04) *** [Middle aged man, younger than he look...] grits his teeth, hitting him on the head. Trying to end this quickly.
(20:39:17) *** Ed got more into a crawl and grabbed Will's leg.
(20:39:21) *** Ed bit down hard.
(20:39:38) *** Lucian Davies takes another swing at Ed as he's distracted and wounded, again going for the neck- he intends to finish the job.
(20:39:53) *** [Middle aged man, younger than he look...] grimaced - he kept hitting the man's head with the end of the bat, until he stopped moving.
(20:40:04) *** Or at least- tried to.
(20:40:27) *** Ed felt the breeze of the swing. Ed dropped his head down fast to let Lucian hit Will's leg.
(20:40:31) [LOOC] Lt. Kayumi Nishimura: Alright, this is getting a bit silly. I understand you're not willing to let go easily but with the position you're in, this is borderline stalling.
(20:40:54) [LOOC] William Foster: yeah, sorry man
(20:40:56) [LOOC] Eddie Jay Westgrin: I mean, they've slashed my arm and hit my head a few times
(20:41:16) [LOOC] Lucian Davies: youre on the ground getting hacked to death by two people i cant lie
(20:41:21) Big_Dumb_Brute has disconnected from the server.
(20:41:31) [LOOC] Eddie Jay Westgrin: I crawled forward to grab and bit this guy's leg.
(20:41:36) [LOOC] Lt. Kayumi Nishimura: I won't dictate how to roleplay, but please wrap this up within a reasonable timeframe. You're putting them at risk by OOCly dragging it out at this point.
(20:41:48) [LOOC] Lt. Kayumi Nishimura: Back IC please.
(20:42:12) *** So yea, Ed moved himself to let Foster get slashed in the leg.
(20:42:16) *** [Middle aged man, younger than he look...] keeps thwacking the end of the bat against the parts of Ed he can see, sweating - trying to get it over with.
(20:42:45) *** Ed could feel his back getting beaten, his sewn up back getting less and less sown.
(20:42:51) *** Ed screamed.
(20:43:12) *** Lucian Davies takes another swing at Ed's back.
(20:43:34) *** Ed felt his back get hacked into. He screamed even louder.
(20:43:36) *** [Middle aged man, younger than he look...] kept hitting the guy.
(20:43:44) [LOOC] Eddie Jay Westgrin: so will doesnt get hit
(20:43:47) [LOOC] Eddie Jay Westgrin: great
(20:43:51) [PM] Lt. Kayumi Nishimura -> Eddie Jay Westgrin: would you like a death /me?
(20:43:57) [LOOC] Eddie Jay Westgrin: no
(20:44:01) [LOOC] Eddie Jay Westgrin: im done
(20:44:09) [PM] Eddie Jay Westgrin -> Lt. Kayumi Nishimura: nope
(20:44:32) [PM] Eddie Jay Westgrin -> Lt. Kayumi Nishimura: i dont like that will didn't get slashed in the leg and he got to keep beating me but whatever
(20:44:33) Agress1veJo has connected to the server.
(20:44:43) [PM] Lt. Kayumi Nishimura -> Eddie Jay Westgrin: Alright. I don't know the details of the situation, but as usual you'll be PK'd. You're entitled to an appeal at https://nebulous.cloud/forums/permanent-kill-appeals.670/ if you'd like.
(20:44:52) [PM] Eddie Jay Westgrin -> Lt. Kayumi Nishimura: thank you
(20:44:58) [PM] Lt. Kayumi Nishimura -> Eddie Jay Westgrin: good luck
(20:47:59) [PM] Teddy Orion-Uranus Reed -> Lt. Kayumi Nishimura: which admin are you so i can put it in the pk part 'Member of staff who banned your character:'
(20:48:11) [PM] Lt. Kayumi Nishimura -> Teddy Orion-Uranus Reed: I'm Simman102 on the forums
(20:48:16) Kiko has connected to the server.
(20:49:05) [PM] Teddy Orion-Uranus Reed -> Lt. Kayumi Nishimura: thank you
Any other parties involved: N/A.
Misc details: They cut me up and put me in a trash bag. I suppose they must have dismembered my corpse or dissolved the entirety of my remains except for the bones, given that CPs investigating legitimately could not make out a single detail; skin, race, ANYTHING. My source of this information was IC, so the officer COULD have been limiting information for the sake of an investigation, but this was said: [An officer of the civil protection, s...] says "<:: Although we did find a couple of trash bags with humans remain in them right now. Couldn't even recognize the color of the skin though..." Now, if there was an explanation like burning, which would have been the fastest method, would it not have made a smell? Unless these guys have access to highly acidic liquids that literally melt the skin off the bone. Maybe they cut specifically my head off, but they must have skinned it completely to leave no trace of skin or anything recognizable, which of course would take longer than what? Five minutes? This is an after-the-fact criticism, but I simply find this kind of RP sloppy, and honestly, it's the kind of amateur hour RP that I'd expect from a new player, not an experienced player that's been on the server for a LONG time. I don't like criticizing people's RPing methods, but this is a blatantly underdeveloped slop that I'm supposed to roll with. That being said, I don't hold ill will towards the admin, and the roleplayers, it isn't anything super personal, but if I think something feels off or unfair. Well, then I'm gonna appeal it. And I'm not gonna hold back. (Still love you guys).
Your Steam ID: DormNes / 76561198359325598
Character Name: Eddie Jay Westgrin
Member of staff who banned your character: @Simman102
Character/Player who carried out the PK (If known): @constantdisplay /William Foster, @Coldflame /Lucian Davies
Describe how your character died:
Ed went to the bar to show his support and just grab a beer. Lucian had Sergeant Gallagher talk with Ed about the torn-down ads. Those ads were old, blah, blah, blah. And I didn't tear anything down post-meeting. I complied with what they asked me to do. After Gallagher leaves, Lucian asks Ed if he wants to talk fully in the back. Ed decides, Yeah, we did this before; what could go wrong? Maybe this time it'll be a bit more of an honest talk. They talk a little. Will comes into the back, and Lucian pulls out a machete and tells Ed to get down on his knees and put his hands behind his back. Ed was confused but complied immediately. Lucian asks him if he was talking to a cop and what he told him. Ed complied again because why would he lie if he had a machete to his neck? Then, after telling Lucian, I expected more questions, but instead, Lucian just decided to kill Ed. Ed realized that and dropped to avoid the death blow. Then he catches one on the arm; he's getting hit in the head. But then Ed managed to kick into fight or flight. He chooses to fight. He crawled to Will's leg to try and bite him. Will doesn't react; he just shrugged the bite off like it was absolutely nothing. Even if the bite didn't penetrate his pants, the bite would still would have been something. Then Lucian went in for another swing at Ed's neck. Ed feels the vibrations because he's bald, and that is a real thing that bald people can feel in the air. So he ducks down to let Will take the blow. But I guess that swing JUST didn't happen or something, and then the admin went something like, Oh, this is getting silly, stop stalling. Instead of legitimately trying to RP my character's death. Then Ed just dies like a dog.
I don't know, it just feels weird to me because, first, I'm not given any information on what is about to occur, a chance to get out, or a hint about Lucian's intentions (unless he's a damn fine poker player). I would like to still have the ability to make MY own chance by noticing things in the environment by being TOLD through ROLEPLAY. It was, in all honesty, a shameless railroaded death. The lack of developed /mes and /its ruined the experience. Then, secondly, I comply with everything they ask of me, instead of getting some leeway or some more RP out of it. I'm immediately killed. And told to stop stalling OOC. God forbid, I want to RP my character's last moments. I mean, I'm not asking for this situation to get completely VOIDED or anything, that would be stupid. But I would like to be NOT dead in the FIRST week of the new iteration because of being a rat (I was never notified that there were PK risks with it; common sense applies, but I wasn't WILLINGLY brought into it; I was forced into it, not even on a terminal charge, just randomly through finding a hole in the Combine's impenetrable walls and catching the eye of a cop who thought I could be of some use, and I felt like after ALF tried to get me beat or killed, I took the deal). I could settle for brain damage or a grievous injury(ies), and it'd have the same effect. Ed would be out of the picture for a considerable amount of time. Hell, he might even be unaware of the events, given how finicky brain damage is. I could list a variety of options that I am entirely willing to rp it, I've gone 3 weeks just being stuck in bed, unable to do anything, I can do it AGAIN.
Why do you believe your PK is invalid?:
I complied with everything they wanted, and I feel like it's unfair to me for that to be ignored, and even then, anytime I tried to harm them, it was borderline ignored. I got screamed at for 'stalling' I was under the impression that I was supposed to role-play and act out my character, as you could imagine a person who is obese could probably take a lot more punishment to the body than the average male. I don't believe my attackers would have had such precision to hit exclusively headshots on Ed, In all honesty, William was obviously rattled, and Ed was prone against him. The angle he'd have on Ed would likely be exclusively torso hits; he had a baseball bat, which requires a large range of motion. Lucian was to Ed's side; hitting the head of a large man consistently while he's rolling around on the floor isn't easy; that's just me explaining the certain elements that were fudged. I mean, the whole engagement was only a couple minutes long, at the most, and the entire thing summed up to a nothing burger. Just a rushed, unsatisfactory death. It just felt like I died to die. Rather than for the sake of legitimate RP for everyone. I PERSONALLY (not dictating others's RP) make it a sort of rule to not kill people without their consent or a damn fine reason because otherwise, it ruins the fun for everyone. Forcing it down someone's throat is boring and almost always makes the receiving party upset. Also, just a small tidbit Will ALMOST COMPLETELY IGNORED Ed biting his leg down, which would most definitely be something important if an officer spotted it. (Most people don't have bite marks on their legs.) If you really want to get into the nitty gritty, a good mortician (a corpse inspector) could spot the blood and skin on Ed's teeth and use that to figure SOMETHING out. At least an injury of some kind would have been nice. Another small rant Ed tried to duck under the horizontal swing from Lucian; from the angle Lucian would have been swinging, it's entirely possible for the blade to glance off Ed's head. EVEN after making contact with Ed's skull and potentially going into Will, without a shadow of a doubt in my mind, that fight was powergamed, despite using a P2L playstyle as opposed to rolling. That fight was an uphill battle for Ed. I don't want him to win and walk out unscathed, something more satisfying than a one-sided murder would be nice. If you want examples of powergaming, try when he first drops down to the ground to avoid the machete hit, they don't roleplay missing their shot and maybe hitting something around them or need to recooperate from that, I mean just "Lucian Davies swings the blade back quickly, square at Ed's neck. Ed ducked down immediately. Like down to his belly. [Middle aged man, younger than he look...] goes in with the bat, aiming straight for his face. Ed tore some back sowning. Lucian Davies is quick to hack down at the now-prone Ed. Ed TRIED to roll and got slash to the left arm. And the hit to the back of a head. Lucian Davies is quick to pull back, swinging down again- and again. Ed felt his arm almost seperating. He screamed out. [Middle aged man, younger than he look...] grits his teeth, hitting him on the head. Trying to end this quickly." There was no down-time, just immediate back to the slashing and hitting. Couldn't pause the slashing to have like Lucian noticed Ed dropped down to the ground as he went to slash and ended up hitting the table? Or Will went to hit his head and over struck so he ended up hitting and the wall and then looked down to strike his back or the back of his head? It happens a few times in the fight. There's no recoil, there's not taking a breath or getting weary from hitting wildly and trying to get this guy to go down. That doesn't work for you? How about "swings the [blade] back quickly, square at Ed's neck." Oh, nice. The guy must be a baseball player or something to line up a hit that square. I mean, a guy flopping around, biting another guy's leg, is going to get hit dead on the neck by this guy. Slight deter from the power game discussion, but I can say with almost all certainty that there was no injuryRP after the death for that bite wound. The "reaction" I got from that bite? "grimaced." That's it. If I was hit with the bat and did a /me saying "Ed grimaced at the hit" nothing else, I'd be yelled at again. Back to power gaming: "grits his teeth, hitting him on the head" a lot of certainty for a P2L situation, which I assumed it was given nobody asked which to do. I'm just going to quote Sil's Băgăreţ PK appeal here "The injuries and long-lasting effects, that stuff's cool, but ending my RP and taking me out of the picture (especially after things really just started to get going for me) isn't really fun for anyone other than the few who really violently wanted me dead dead." to sum it up.
Date of occurrence: 4/5/2024
Evidence (screenshots, logs):
I'm just gonna paste the portion of the log from just about the start of it to the last part. You guys can cross check if you like but it's all the same.
(20:26:38) Lucian Davies says "Yeah. Stack of tokens to forget this shit."
(20:26:41) Eddie Jay Westgrin says "Lucy, I promised that I wouldn't no more shit."
(20:26:42) *** [Standing at a solid 5'10, the man bef...] was shoved against the wall like a fucking ragdoll
(20:26:45) *** Lucian Davies sighs.
(20:26:49) Eddie Jay Westgrin says "I don't need to be paid."
(20:26:58) *** Ed took a sip from his beer.
(20:26:58) ***** [A large monstrosity of flesh, it appe...] runs past the SLAM wielding maniac, for a collision course with the soldier!
(20:27:01) Lucian Davies says "Can we just talk this out one more time? Out back? I'll tell you the full truth this time."
(20:27:10) Eddie Jay Westgrin says "Will stays out this time."
(20:27:14) *** [A Greek woman of average stature with...] is out cold. She does not respond.
(20:27:16) *** Ed got off the chair.
(20:27:16) Lucian Davies says "Sure."
(20:27:30) Eddie Jay Westgrin says "You first."
(20:27:34) Lucian Davies says "Watch the front, Will."
(20:27:48) *** Ed leaned on the kitchen table like last time.
(20:27:54) Lucian Davies says "So. Let's just run this whole thing through from the start?"
(20:27:59) Eddie Jay Westgrin says "Sure."
(20:28:04) Lucian Davies says "When's the first time you had issues?"
(20:28:04) *** Ed took another drink from his beer.
(20:28:13) Eddie Jay Westgrin says "It was during a workshift."
(20:28:16) The Red Crusader has connected to the server.
(20:28:16) *** Lucian Davies nods
(20:28:21) The creature slams into the soldier, it receives a proper peppering but isn't down just yet. The soldier is sent down hard on his ass, with the knife wielding man barely managing to get a slash on it.
(20:28:30) It continues down the road, heading towards the apartment block.
(20:28:34) *** [Middle aged man, younger than he look...] looks at the main doors with a worried expression.
(20:28:45) Eddie Jay Westgrin says "Me, Zoey, and Foster were helping clear out the hospital of rubble after those two big zombies got blown up in the front."
(20:29:15) Eddie Jay Westgrin says "And uh."
(20:29:17) Lucian Davies says "Uh-huh."
(20:29:19) Eddie Jay Westgrin says "As we worked."
(20:29:28) Eddie Jay Westgrin says "Zoey started calling me 'Special Ed'."
(20:29:31) Lucian Davies says "Rude."
(20:29:58) Eddie Jay Westgrin says "Cause trying to lift a fucking ton peice of a rubble by myself was too much and I wanted to lift it with someone else using the shovels for the leverage."
(20:30:09) *** Lucian Davies nods
(20:30:11) Eddie Jay Westgrin says "She didn't want to, bla bla bla."
(20:30:18) Eddie Jay Westgrin says "Foster ends up picking it up by himself somehow."
(20:30:31) Eddie Jay Westgrin says "After complaining the first time trying to pick it up."
(20:30:36) Eddie Jay Westgrin says "Like..."
(20:30:39) Eddie Jay Westgrin says "OOO my back."
(20:30:40) Eddie Jay Westgrin says "Ooo my hips."
(20:30:44) Eddie Jay Westgrin says "Oh god I'm old."
(20:30:50) Eddie Jay Westgrin says "Heh."
(20:30:52) Eddie Jay Westgrin says "Ehh..."
(20:31:10) Eddie Jay Westgrin says "Then those masks showed up and wanted to search us over for any stolen tools."
(20:31:25) Lucian Davies says "This when you ratted on Zoey?"
(20:31:32) Eddie Jay Westgrin says "Ratted on Zoey?"
(20:31:37) Lucian Davies says "As she tells it."
(20:31:42) Eddie Jay Westgrin says "And Foster I assume."
(20:31:45) Eddie Jay Westgrin says "Well, Zoey..."
(20:31:51) Eddie Jay Westgrin says "Ratted on Jin first."
(20:31:58) i will eat a rock has disconnected from the server.
(20:32:02) Eddie Jay Westgrin says "They had some deal, I was there but I didn't really pay attention."
(20:32:11) Eddie Jay Westgrin says "She went-"
(20:32:20) *** Lucian Davies steps forwards, quickly putting a hand over Ed's mouth.
(20:32:22) *** There's shuffling, as the man walks through the doorway, bat in hand.
(20:32:25) Lucian Davies says "Noise and you're finished."
(20:32:36) *** Ed felt thehand go over his hand.
(20:32:39) *** [Middle aged man, younger than he look...] quickly shuts the door.
(20:32:40) *** Ed took a few deep breaths.
(20:32:46) Lucian Davies says "Nod if you're going to be quiet."
(20:32:50) *** Ed nodded.
(20:33:02) *** Lucian Davies stepped away cautiously, reaching into his bag and grabbing the handle of a long blade.
(20:33:15) *** Ed looked down at the blade.
(20:33:20) Lucian Davies says "You're in trouble."
(20:33:30) Lucian Davies says "We tried to resolve this nicely. Now it's not so nicely."
(20:33:30) ramen has disconnected from the server.
(20:33:37) *** [Middle aged man, younger than he look...] keeps an eye on the man, bat in hand. Jittery.
(20:33:41) UkuP has disconnected from the server.
(20:33:41) Eddie Jay Westgrin says "Wh- what are you gonna do to me?"
(20:34:04) Lucian Davies says "You've been ratting on us, haven't you? How can we trust you won't just run straight to the cops after getting a warning?"
(20:34:20) Lucian Davies says "Knees. Hand behind your back. Plea your case."
(20:34:25) Eddie Jay Westgrin says "Oh we're talking about talking to the cops now."
(20:34:31) Eddie Jay Westgrin says "Heheh."
(20:34:33) Lucian Davies says "I'm asking the questions here."
(20:34:36) [Middle aged man, younger than he look...] says "We've tried talking, everything. And you're still tearing down shit, trying to cause problems."
(20:34:44) Lucian Davies says "This is your last chance to get away alive."
(20:34:55) *** Lucian Davies steps forward, setting the tip of the machete against Ed's neck.
(20:34:58) [Middle aged man, younger than he look...] says "You give us a *sure-fire* fucking guarantee."
(20:35:10) *** Ed got down on his knees and his hands behind his back.
(20:35:18) Eddie Jay Westgrin says "Alright..."
(20:35:22) Eddie Jay Westgrin says "You got me where you want me."
(20:35:22) Lucian Davies says "You better swear on whatever god you have."
(20:35:29) Eddie Jay Westgrin says "What's your questions?"
(20:35:34) Lucian Davies says "Why did you rat on us?"
(20:35:45) *** [Middle aged man, younger than he look...] looks down, then looks away momentarily.
(20:35:48) ramen has connected to the server.
(20:35:53) Eddie Jay Westgrin says "Zoey... named me first."
(20:36:00) *** Lucian Davies sighs, listening to the same story again.
(20:36:02) Eddie Jay Westgrin says "I may have looked at her."
(20:36:04) Eddie Jay Westgrin says "BUT."
(20:36:04) [Middle aged man, younger than he look...] says "*Enough* about Zoey."
(20:36:08) Eddie Jay Westgrin says "I-"
(20:36:12) [Middle aged man, younger than he look...] says "What else have you told the cops? Own up."
(20:36:15) *** Ed took a deep breath.
(20:36:21) [Middle aged man, younger than he look...] says "We know you've been chatting shit."
(20:36:27) Lucian Davies says "Tell us what you told them."
(20:36:38) Eddie Jay Westgrin says "Uh... that you're ALF."
(20:36:46) Eddie Jay Westgrin says "That this bar is where you hold these meetings."
(20:36:48) Eddie Jay Westgrin says "That uh."
(20:36:57) Eddie Jay Westgrin says "You threatened me at the end of that meeting."
(20:37:02) *** Lucian Davies takes the blade back with a sigh, turning slightly to will and speaking softly.
(20:37:10) Lucian Davies says "Sorry, Will. There's no way this guy walks."
(20:37:16) *** Ed took a deep breath.
(20:37:18) *** Lucian Davies swings the blad back quickly, square at Ed's neck.
(20:37:26) *** Ed ducked down immediately.
(20:37:38) *** Like down to his belly.
(20:37:39) *** [Middle aged man, younger than he look...] goes in with the bat, aiming straight for his face.
(20:37:46) *** Ed tore some back sowning.
(20:37:54) *** Lucian Davies is quick to hack down at the now-prone Ed.
(20:37:54) *** Ed rolled to his right to avoid the hit.
(20:38:03) [LOOC] Eddie Jay Westgrin: alright maybe that not
(20:38:25) *** Ed TRIED to roll and got slash to the left arm. And the hit to the back of a head.
(20:38:38) *** Lucian Davies is quick to pull back, swinging down again- and again.
(20:38:52) *** Ed felt his arm almost seperating. He screamed out.
(20:39:04) *** [Middle aged man, younger than he look...] grits his teeth, hitting him on the head. Trying to end this quickly.
(20:39:17) *** Ed got more into a crawl and grabbed Will's leg.
(20:39:21) *** Ed bit down hard.
(20:39:38) *** Lucian Davies takes another swing at Ed as he's distracted and wounded, again going for the neck- he intends to finish the job.
(20:39:53) *** [Middle aged man, younger than he look...] grimaced - he kept hitting the man's head with the end of the bat, until he stopped moving.
(20:40:04) *** Or at least- tried to.
(20:40:27) *** Ed felt the breeze of the swing. Ed dropped his head down fast to let Lucian hit Will's leg.
(20:40:31) [LOOC] Lt. Kayumi Nishimura: Alright, this is getting a bit silly. I understand you're not willing to let go easily but with the position you're in, this is borderline stalling.
(20:40:54) [LOOC] William Foster: yeah, sorry man
(20:40:56) [LOOC] Eddie Jay Westgrin: I mean, they've slashed my arm and hit my head a few times
(20:41:16) [LOOC] Lucian Davies: youre on the ground getting hacked to death by two people i cant lie
(20:41:21) Big_Dumb_Brute has disconnected from the server.
(20:41:31) [LOOC] Eddie Jay Westgrin: I crawled forward to grab and bit this guy's leg.
(20:41:36) [LOOC] Lt. Kayumi Nishimura: I won't dictate how to roleplay, but please wrap this up within a reasonable timeframe. You're putting them at risk by OOCly dragging it out at this point.
(20:41:48) [LOOC] Lt. Kayumi Nishimura: Back IC please.
(20:42:12) *** So yea, Ed moved himself to let Foster get slashed in the leg.
(20:42:16) *** [Middle aged man, younger than he look...] keeps thwacking the end of the bat against the parts of Ed he can see, sweating - trying to get it over with.
(20:42:45) *** Ed could feel his back getting beaten, his sewn up back getting less and less sown.
(20:42:51) *** Ed screamed.
(20:43:12) *** Lucian Davies takes another swing at Ed's back.
(20:43:34) *** Ed felt his back get hacked into. He screamed even louder.
(20:43:36) *** [Middle aged man, younger than he look...] kept hitting the guy.
(20:43:44) [LOOC] Eddie Jay Westgrin: so will doesnt get hit
(20:43:47) [LOOC] Eddie Jay Westgrin: great
(20:43:51) [PM] Lt. Kayumi Nishimura -> Eddie Jay Westgrin: would you like a death /me?
(20:43:57) [LOOC] Eddie Jay Westgrin: no
(20:44:01) [LOOC] Eddie Jay Westgrin: im done
(20:44:09) [PM] Eddie Jay Westgrin -> Lt. Kayumi Nishimura: nope
(20:44:32) [PM] Eddie Jay Westgrin -> Lt. Kayumi Nishimura: i dont like that will didn't get slashed in the leg and he got to keep beating me but whatever
(20:44:33) Agress1veJo has connected to the server.
(20:44:43) [PM] Lt. Kayumi Nishimura -> Eddie Jay Westgrin: Alright. I don't know the details of the situation, but as usual you'll be PK'd. You're entitled to an appeal at https://nebulous.cloud/forums/permanent-kill-appeals.670/ if you'd like.
(20:44:52) [PM] Eddie Jay Westgrin -> Lt. Kayumi Nishimura: thank you
(20:44:58) [PM] Lt. Kayumi Nishimura -> Eddie Jay Westgrin: good luck
(20:47:59) [PM] Teddy Orion-Uranus Reed -> Lt. Kayumi Nishimura: which admin are you so i can put it in the pk part 'Member of staff who banned your character:'
(20:48:11) [PM] Lt. Kayumi Nishimura -> Teddy Orion-Uranus Reed: I'm Simman102 on the forums
(20:48:16) Kiko has connected to the server.
(20:49:05) [PM] Teddy Orion-Uranus Reed -> Lt. Kayumi Nishimura: thank you
Any other parties involved: N/A.
Misc details: They cut me up and put me in a trash bag. I suppose they must have dismembered my corpse or dissolved the entirety of my remains except for the bones, given that CPs investigating legitimately could not make out a single detail; skin, race, ANYTHING. My source of this information was IC, so the officer COULD have been limiting information for the sake of an investigation, but this was said: [An officer of the civil protection, s...] says "<:: Although we did find a couple of trash bags with humans remain in them right now. Couldn't even recognize the color of the skin though..." Now, if there was an explanation like burning, which would have been the fastest method, would it not have made a smell? Unless these guys have access to highly acidic liquids that literally melt the skin off the bone. Maybe they cut specifically my head off, but they must have skinned it completely to leave no trace of skin or anything recognizable, which of course would take longer than what? Five minutes? This is an after-the-fact criticism, but I simply find this kind of RP sloppy, and honestly, it's the kind of amateur hour RP that I'd expect from a new player, not an experienced player that's been on the server for a LONG time. I don't like criticizing people's RPing methods, but this is a blatantly underdeveloped slop that I'm supposed to roll with. That being said, I don't hold ill will towards the admin, and the roleplayers, it isn't anything super personal, but if I think something feels off or unfair. Well, then I'm gonna appeal it. And I'm not gonna hold back. (Still love you guys).
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