@Hoovie the Apansenok
@Wolfaye
Have you all ever thought about talking to each other, like in a convo. Im being serious right now. You two seem to have some problems that you should at least talk to each other about. It could do a lot.
And, for hoovie, I am sorry about your friend. I know what it is like to lose someone, not exactly in the same way, but it is hard to get through. Perhaps you can try rebuilding your relationship from the ground up. Start fresh.