bro... <3everyone on this forumi s the best and i love them although shout out to my real homies (some of which arent' here anymore rest in pepperoni) whom i love very much only a small amount of homo
@Rabid
@Redneck
@Berke
@Azazael
@captain hoovie
@Appetite Ruining Kebab
@Goatson
@MedicManTom
@Mirukihoshi
@rob
i just love fucking eveyrone man idk i just want to LOVE PEOPLE
[doublepost=1568413081][/doublepost]fuck amn i want to hug almost everyone in this community y'all so nice holy fuck
who else /lovefag/ and loves being loved, and loving
share your favorite displays of affection bros and gals
for me, gotta be giving hugs an lifting up in the air being fit has its various privileges
i went on a date couple of months ago with this girl, cute and allshitty date stories with akula pt1 featuring my last two dates I went on;
no1: most recent date
been on a couple dates with this girl, she seemed nice, not entirely my type but still pretty cute none the less, we got on well enough. On the third date she ended up asking me an extremely personal question which I won't define here, sorry, but long story short it was something I was terribly embarrassed about and didn't really want to answer, but I have a very hard time saying no to people so I ended up telling her, at which point she burst out laughing right in my face. Hit me pretty hard for obvious reasons so I started crying, at which point she just looked confused and asked me what I was so upset about. Suffice to say, never saw her again after that
no2: the last date I ever had with a dude back when I still was thinking I might be pan
only really went on one date with him, but a lot of casual hookups. I was in a pretty shit place at the time so I figured it might help even if I was usually adverse to that sort of thing. It wasn't so bad really, until after the third time I got that doozy of a text going "uhm yeah I actually have a girlfriend so it'd be nice if we could stop seeing eachother haha xd". Part of me wanted to go full bitch mode and track down his girlfriend and let her know what happened but I was too upset to really have the motivation, plus I barely knew the guy's personal details enough to figure that out.
I have a bad habit of picking shitty people I guess. Desperation and loneliness tends to inhibit your judgement and make yourself do stupid things because "well it's not gonna get any better" which always ends up in me going for shit people and hurting myself and then thinking all dating is like that
oh well ill find someone nice one day I guess
Sad story time.
I dated this girl for a few months who has type 2 Depressive Bipolar Disorder. And she has it quite bad. So she was really worried about getting in a relationship with me, and she's also intersex, meaning she was born with boy chromosomes instead of girl chromosomes, which is a huge problem for her because testosterone reduction in bipolar women causes an increase in mood swings - so it's a catch 22, really.
But me and her fell in love, she was honestly the most amazing woman I've ever met in my life, she was truly just remarkable. She keeps bee's, flowers of all kinds, she's in love with nature, has a bunch of really cool pets and loves dog's just as much, if not more, then I do. She's really into nature and just impecably adorable in every way, she has the most caring personality I've ever met, honestly could not ask for a more caring and understanding soul.
And well, this might be hard for some to understand but I have aspergers syndrome and it's hard for me to really kind of express my emotions, and when I do feel them it's usually not much or it's a lot at once.
And when I met her it was like my heart just flooded, as soon as I met her and talked with her it was like something about her just shined brighter then a star could. As soon as I saw her I just fell in love. It's really hard to describe but it was like having a waterfall condensed into my heart, it was just like it was bleeding, but in a great way, everytime I got the chance to talk to her I could help but just get the dumbest smile on my face.
We both quickly fell in love with eachother, I got her an ammolite ring a couple months back, Ammolite's her favourite gem as it's the only one in the world that's organically made, and I was able to guess it first time. I also got her some books she wanted to read and my husky teddy that she thought was really cute.
She promised to make me one, which she's still making, despite what happened.
She broke up with me once, but quickly got back with me, and we recently broke up again. And honestly I'd never felt a pain closer to it, but she still loves me, and I still love her more then I can express in words to the point that I'm crying as I'm writing this just thinking about her and it's just overwhelming.
She didn't break up with me because of anything I did, rather the contrary. She feels with her condition that she doesn't trust herself not to hurt me, or to have a hypermania swing that goes to far or a depressive swing that upsets me and the thought of that just kills her inside. And so she broke up with me to stop herself from hurting me, which hurt a lot, honestly. It was something I had a hard time processing, and still do. But I can understand why she did it.
I still love you Cass, and I know you still love me.
I hope to see you soon <3
Also! The gifts I got her:
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Oh also, just as a little more info, she's planning on growing and making me a bouquet of pink roses. Also think you might like to see some of the stuff she grows.Sad story time.
I dated this girl for a few months who has type 2 Depressive Bipolar Disorder. And she has it quite bad. So she was really worried about getting in a relationship with me, and she's also intersex, meaning she was born with boy chromosomes instead of girl chromosomes, which is a huge problem for her because testosterone reduction in bipolar women causes an increase in mood swings - so it's a catch 22, really.
But me and her fell in love, she was honestly the most amazing woman I've ever met in my life, she was truly just remarkable. She keeps bee's, flowers of all kinds, she's in love with nature, has a bunch of really cool pets and loves dog's just as much, if not more, then I do. She's really into nature and just impecably adorable in every way, she has the most caring personality I've ever met, honestly could not ask for a more caring and understanding soul.
And well, this might be hard for some to understand but I have aspergers syndrome and it's hard for me to really kind of express my emotions, and when I do feel them it's usually not much or it's a lot at once.
And when I met her it was like my heart just flooded, as soon as I met her and talked with her it was like something about her just shined brighter then a star could. As soon as I saw her I just fell in love. It's really hard to describe but it was like having a waterfall condensed into my heart, it was just like it was bleeding, but in a great way, everytime I got the chance to talk to her I could help but just get the dumbest smile on my face.
We both quickly fell in love with eachother, I got her an ammolite ring a couple months back, Ammolite's her favourite gem as it's the only one in the world that's organically made, and I was able to guess it first time. I also got her some books she wanted to read and my husky teddy that she thought was really cute.
She promised to make me one, which she's still making, despite what happened.
She broke up with me once, but quickly got back with me, and we recently broke up again. And honestly I'd never felt a pain closer to it, but she still loves me, and I still love her more then I can express in words to the point that I'm crying as I'm writing this just thinking about her and it's just overwhelming.
She didn't break up with me because of anything I did, rather the contrary. She feels with her condition that she doesn't trust herself not to hurt me, or to have a hypermania swing that goes to far or a depressive swing that upsets me and the thought of that just kills her inside. And so she broke up with me to stop herself from hurting me, which hurt a lot, honestly. It was something I had a hard time processing, and still do. But I can understand why she did it.
I still love you Cass, and I know you still love me.
I hope to see you soon <3
Also! The gifts I got her:
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i wanted to tear up tonight anywaysOh also, just as a little more info, she's planning on growing and making me a bouquet of pink roses. Also think you might like to see some of the stuff she grows.
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We also used to stay up at night, usually head to bed at around 10ish and watch netflix series, probably some of the best time we spent together was just watching dumb stuff on netflix, but watching it together was really what made it great.![]()
also on her pets, when I asked how many she had, this is what she said:
"2 dogs, 1 rabbit, 1 bearded dragon, 1 parrot, 2 fish tanks and expanding, and lots of inverts. I used to have about 20-30 pets at a time "
She also occasionally keeps butterflies, bee's, ants and other little insects.
She also made a dog with a life expectancy of about 10-15 years live up to 19. All her pets live to miraculous ages, including the rabbits. She just has a way of nurturing things that's just beyond impressive. So much so that she once adopted one dog that was going to be put down as a puppy as it wasn't likely to survive, the puppy ended up outliving the previous owner and is currently one of the last of the litter still alive.
this hurts to read, so sadSad story time.
I dated this girl for a few months who has type 2 Depressive Bipolar Disorder. And she has it quite bad. So she was really worried about getting in a relationship with me, and she's also intersex, meaning she was born with boy chromosomes instead of girl chromosomes, which is a huge problem for her because testosterone reduction in bipolar women causes an increase in mood swings - so it's a catch 22, really.
But me and her fell in love, she was honestly the most amazing woman I've ever met in my life, she was truly just remarkable. She keeps bee's, flowers of all kinds, she's in love with nature, has a bunch of really cool pets and loves dog's just as much, if not more, then I do. She's really into nature and just impecably adorable in every way, she has the most caring personality I've ever met, honestly could not ask for a more caring and understanding soul.
And well, this might be hard for some to understand but I have aspergers syndrome and it's hard for me to really kind of express my emotions, and when I do feel them it's usually not much or it's a lot at once.
And when I met her it was like my heart just flooded, as soon as I met her and talked with her it was like something about her just shined brighter then a star could. As soon as I saw her I just fell in love. It's really hard to describe but it was like having a waterfall condensed into my heart, it was just like it was bleeding, but in a great way, everytime I got the chance to talk to her I could help but just get the dumbest smile on my face.
We both quickly fell in love with eachother, I got her an ammolite ring a couple months back, Ammolite's her favourite gem as it's the only one in the world that's organically made, and I was able to guess it first time. I also got her some books she wanted to read and my husky teddy that she thought was really cute.
She promised to make me one, which she's still making, despite what happened.
She broke up with me once, but quickly got back with me, and we recently broke up again. And honestly I'd never felt a pain closer to it, but she still loves me, and I still love her more then I can express in words to the point that I'm crying as I'm writing this just thinking about her and it's just overwhelming.
She didn't break up with me because of anything I did, rather the contrary. She feels with her condition that she doesn't trust herself not to hurt me, or to have a hypermania swing that goes to far or a depressive swing that upsets me and the thought of that just kills her inside. And so she broke up with me to stop herself from hurting me, which hurt a lot, honestly. It was something I had a hard time processing, and still do. But I can understand why she did it.
I still love you Cass, and I know you still love me.
I hope to see you soon <3
Also! The gifts I got her:
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you are gayeveryone on this forumi s the best and i love them although shout out to my real homies (some of which arent' here anymore rest in pepperoni) whom i love very much only a small amount of homo
@Rabid
@Redneck
@Berke
@Azazael
@captain hoovie
@Appetite Ruining Kebab
@Goatson
@MedicManTom
@Mirukihoshi
@rob
i just love fucking eveyrone man idk i just want to LOVE PEOPLE
[doublepost=1568413081][/doublepost]fuck amn i want to hug almost everyone in this community y'all so nice holy fuck
EEEE, i was not alerted! thank you very much! you're a great friend! =Deveryone on this forumi s the best and i love them although shout out to my real homies (some of which arent' here anymore rest in pepperoni) whom i love very much only a small amount of homo
@Rabid
@Redneck
@Berke
@Azazael
@captain hoovie
@Appetite Ruining Kebab
@Goatson
@MedicManTom
@Mirukihoshi
@rob
i just love fucking eveyrone man idk i just want to LOVE PEOPLE
[doublepost=1568413081][/doublepost]fuck amn i want to hug almost everyone in this community y'all so nice holy fuck