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Astr0

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Hi, passing shit times, i'm on the verge of suicidal, only reason i aint is becasue i'm scared of death. life's a bitch, and i cant do anything to help myself.
i Just decided its better if i share some of my friends to atleast let them know, better than nothing.
@viomi @Subeh @Anti-tankspy @DoubleD @ztxpeters @BogTheBear @Larom @Blackquill @Lambda Coyote @Jaggles @JoostBuis @TommyGman @Candle @thiCC✈Plain✈

your 'feel better' comments arent much of help, but appreciated. Lets me know atleast someone listens.
as of now not leaving the server, i enjoy it. me still being here doesnt realy mean i consider it a good thing for my health.
this one is a bitch i need to go through, cant give much details. But,

Teaser.

If i missed you, i'm sorry. i dont think straight anyways.
If i tagged you and you dont care, its alright. just leave the post and leave me the bad feelings.

Thanks for reading, or whatever.

'Such a lonely day, and its mine. The most loneliest day of my life.'
 

MaXenzie

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when you've hit rock bottom, the only place to go is up

it'll get better. and if it doesn't, you'll get better

remember that
 
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Take a break if you need it, and come back when you’re definitely ready to get stuck in again.

I’ve not connected to the server in almost three weeks today and I’ve never felt better about things, and am excited to be making a return soon.

I can tell you now LOAs work wonders if you stick to them, you’re able to experience different games, complete old favourites and discover the fact that is more outside of the internet and steam than Gmod and Neb.

I genuinely wish you all the best dude, I hope you recover and get better quickly and come back refreshed.
 
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Astr0

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Take a break if you need it, and come back when you’re definitely ready to get stuck in again.

I’ve not connected to the server in almost three weeks today and I’ve never felt better about things, and am excited to be making a return soon.

I can tell you now LOAs work wonders if you stick to them, you’re able to experience different games, complete old favourites and discover the fact that is more outside of the internet and steam than Gmod and Neb.

I genuinely wish you all the best dude, I hope you recover and get better quickly and come back refreshed.
i've lost interest in most games, and realy aint got any games i'm interested in as i've replayed most of the old games i had.
Considerably this 'issue' i have is related to real life, so i mean leaving the community to do other things related to the PC wont do much.

thanks anyways, though.
 
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Anti-tankspy

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Listen.

I've been there once, and I know what it feels like. Yes, it's terrible, and it's not easy to go through, but since I've known you for quite a long time now, I know that you have a good personality. You're strong enough, and I'm 100% confident that you can beat it and just move on.

Don't always have the mindset that there's no one there to care for you. You can talk to me about this over Steam if you would like to do so. And, as @MaXenzie said, If it doesn't get better, you're the one that's getting better. Remember that.


Since you're not interested in video games for now, I wish you better luck for your future plans.
 
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BogTheBear

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Man I wish you the best, it's honestly all I can say. I get that life can be gloomy, and shit it happens to me all the time. Personally I can say that at one point you just kinda hit a point where you can feel like you can get over anything and start anew. I hope you get to that point soon and that you get better.
 

Astr0

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Slept it off, feel alot better.

still depressed though, still hatin on life.

thanks for the support peeps.

(alsocalmdowni'mnotsuicidalinanywayshapeorformthankyou)
 
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Roosebud

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To quote the famous modern poet 'Pitbull';

"For everybody going through tough times, been there, done that, but every day above ground is a great day, remember that"

Followed by incoherent rambling about being a worldwide mister, but you get the point.
 
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ztxpeters

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You're a good person icly and oocly, good heart, and good mind. Don't let bad things bring you down, and look up for the good things- though the may be far apart, it's what seperates the sad and the happy.

Stay strong my friend- Ztx
 
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