I've received some serious insults and accusations from people and of course I have not taken them lightly. I know my opinions or my actions have a reaction so, to an extent, I understand these negative replies. I won't point fingers since there's more people who have done this than fingers I have on my hands, but to all of them, and those who feel that are in bad terms with me: I'm not holding any grudges against anyone.
I might look like an idiot from time to time but I do care a lot for the community, I try to involve myself with it as much as possible to help it, however my kind of help can't be done through events and such since my creativity is similar to that of an assembly line. I'm sad my relationship with certain members of the community has been damaged due to this situation and these grievances out of giving my very own opinion which I'm entitled to have. I've been called bias but headstaff knows while I agree to some things they've done, I'm against some others, because while I respect the decissions made as long as they're based on the rules and are for the betterment of the community, I have my own opinion which most likely won't change, and certain people have decided to turn their backs on me because of this. It's sad for me, but it's their decision and I respect it. I'm sorry to those who I may have disappointed, it was certainly not my intention, but yet again my opinion is something I won't change for anybody unless there's good reasons to do so, and that even applies to my friends, IRL ones.
I'll keep helping the community the best I can, however, I really hope all of this division is solved and people can enjoy the server together again, make things for it, for their own enjoyment and the playerbase's. It may not look like it but I'm extremely thankful to everyone who puts work on this community, in more or less amounts, visible or not visible - I've tried to thank all of those who've made this all possible, many times, however maybe it still wasn't enough. This Christmas I hope we can all enjoy some fun times together, I apologize to those I've been rough to and I wholeheartedly forgive those who have done wrong towards me.
I honestly hope you all enjoy this winter and that we can all enjoy the upcoming 2019 together as we've always done. For many more memories and enjoyable moments. Merry Winter Solstice everyone.